Personal Guidence

An individual matures, she moves from childhood where parents are holders of all truth, to an organization who speaks for god, to other teachers and gurus who "really" know the way. Many stay stuck in the path dictated by others. A mystic remembers that the Divine landscape is Hidden below the forms we see. Stewarded by Beings of love, patience, commitment and integrity, we can each find our truth.

A Mystic's View. May it inspire your journey into the Divine below the forms

Friday, July 19, 2013

We Are All One...

Air Elemental by iriloth2

How many times have you heard or read that?

"We are all One"...

What does that mean to you?

I can tell you how a mystic views "One" and "we are all It"..

As One immense field of conscious entities, at the level of soul we are inseparably connected. We are connected as core qualities, i.e. by One nature of Good, by One nature of intelligence, by One nature of Generosity/Love, by One nature of Vision, by one Nature of Respect. At the soul level of life/consciousness, we contain all that Good is in equal measure, in equal truth, in equal possibilities. As some have said, "We are all of the qualities of the ocean contained in various drops of the ocean water". Another model is breath and Air....Therefore, when a butterfly flaps its wings in one part of the world, there is a ripple felt around the world. When a thought is placed into the soul field, it ripples out to the entire.


At the level of soul, there are no stories, no judgements, no mind chatter, no assumptions, no inserted ideas or ideologies. When 'you' sit in the stillness, quiet in body, mind and emotion, 'you' taste the One soul nature which you are. Right? 

Beyond the inserted stories, concepts, ideologies that cause confusion, chaos, fear, lack and blame, the soul level flow of life force exists. The Oneness of the flow is the constant. It does not change. It does not cease. It does not bow to external stories, 'leaders', 'authority' voices, disruptive situations or doubts. The flow of our field of Oneness just IS all aspects of Good. There is no aspect within our nature of One to judge, control, dominate, dictate or withhold. Oneness as a Life Force flows, allows, witnesses, is constant, ever present with all possibilities of Good. We were filled with the breath of Good, the experience of One, of Isness. Our collective choice was to slow our life force frequencies in order to experience Isness more direct ways. 

We, humanity, are certainly on an adventure. The adventure was well defined as we began... to experience, directly and vicariously, any aspect of our nature. That is it... to experience any aspect of Good that we chose, for as long as we chose. And, to witness and vicariously experience aspects chosen by other of our co-conscious entities. In that agenda there is certainly a built in end result of diversity! Also built-in is respect and honor and excitement for diversity. 

To experience various possible Goods requires confidence in our knowing and freedom to change. To vicariously experience what others chose requires listening, observing, allowing, deeply enough to 'taste' the aspect of Good indirectly.

No place in our Nature of One, of Good is there space for what we see in the world today. No place in our Agenda to experience Good is there need for the external voices to 'dictate', 'control', or 'save' us. Our agenda did not include fear of differences, judgement for differences, or expectation that we would all be in the same aspect.  There was no concept that indicated that we/humanity, were sinful. All of those ideas have come about because we began to listen to external voices whose agenda was domination. Over the length of our adventure, we forgot our Nature and that experiencing aspects of Good contained in Oneness was ours. 

And so why is our Earth life so difficult? And how do we dream awake the bones of ourselves? 

Stay tuned...

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Additions and Vulnerability





It began for me in 1971. 

That was the year I realized that when my religious community spoke of speaking to "God" it was an invitation. From the moment I first asked and listened, wonderful support, wisdom and guidance flowed. And those conversations have never stopped.

We all cry for a handbook for life.... Well, they ones who are holding that for you are in the unseen bodies in the field of Good. There is such a handbook, ask to understand how to access and use it.

My concept of "God" has changed over the years and my knowledge that there is a higher level of Intelligence and Wisdom available to us on our life journey has become rock solid. I have come to call that field of Greater Knowing by many names, "team", "Sacred Circle", "Mentors". What I am sure of is that these Beings are part of a greater flow that is All Good. Another concept that has deepened for me is that even though many of us are in limited physical body suits, much like moon suits of NASA fame, that same field of All Good is our true basic nature.

As a Mystic, I have had the opportunity to see what and where others do not. My view of life, life situations, connections and concepts may not reflect the view of those with only a physical view. In fact, much of what I know flies in the face of what many hold as "true." Hence this blog, A Mystic's View.

I have been intensely touched and called during the past several months around the issue that we label "addictions". It is my practice, when situations or issues are brought to my attention, to consider how they fit within my mystic view of this world, our lives, with the dangers and help we encounter. I have done the same with the issue of addictions.

Addictions come from out of balance energy. How the energy within an individual's fields became imbalanced is unique for each person. What is important is that when energy is imbalanced, one is vulnerable. The imbalance may take the form of physical injury, emotional upset, fear, control, blame, anger, etc. A big part of our life journey is to allow any old patterns, issues, concept that throw us into chaos-imbalance-fear to come up. Why? To learn that they are there and that they are ours. Then, to find the processes that work for us to release/heal the energy flow back to our true nature of All Good. Everyone born onto Earth will have cycles of imbalance as they release what is contrary to their nature and realign. Therefore, vulnerability is natural during the walk into Good.

However, being vulnerable on a planet that still swarms with unseen societies whose agenda is to use others for those society's gain heralds disaster! Why? because beings from these societies, parasitic in nature, will attach themselves to the imbalanced fields and feed off off the energy. Not only with they attach themselves, they create "mind tapes" to feed artificial thoughts of imbalance to the individual in order to preserve their hold and thereby continue their food supply.

What to do?

Be willing to experiment with this idea.

If there are unseen parasitic beings watching for imbalance in order to attach themselves and entrap, what for them, a food source, what would you do?

What about:
  • Create strong boundaries.
  • Ask and receive help from our access to our Greater All Good friends.
  • Ask and receive help to identify, neutralize and remove any current parasitic attachments.
  • Learn to identify personal imbalance as quickly as possible in order to release/heal the cause.
  • Be a seeker for processes that prove effective in deeply identifying and transforming personal patterns of fear/imbalance.
  • Speak this same level of protection, awareness, safety and healing for those you love.
Here is what I have used during the 18 years with this part of Earth life.

Realize that the law of this planet is to "Ask and receive." Often we have not known what to ask. Here are some asks that I have found effective.

  • Surround my energy fields and the energy fields of all of those I am connected to with Love with the Red Rock Vortex to balance, protect and heal.
  • The qualities of my Greater Friends are All Good, wisdom, true, strength, honesty, love, inspiration, etc.
  • Activate the Parasitic Removal Protocol within all of my energy fields and the fields of those I am connected to with Love.
  • Be aware at any sign is discomfort, i.e. emotional pain, old memories, trauma, physical pain, worry, fear, etc. and ask the your Greater Friends, "TAG and Transform" the cause of the discomfort.
  • Know that you are safe as you explore ideas and processes that will heal, balance and protect you on your life journey.
From my 30 years of experience in the field of energy healing, the best and necessary approach for situations such as addictions or physical disease is an integrated protocol. That means a purposeful plan that includes processes and professionals that bring a wide variety of skills. This protocol would preclude the shotgun, magic bullet approach and would be build by adding the various parts that address the entire field of body, mind, emotion, spirit.

Our world needs to look deeper as addictions in their many forms are killing.

Restored 2 Your Soul



Sunday, April 14, 2013

Red Pill - Blue Pill



The Matrix is a 1999 American–Australian science fiction action film written and directed by The Wachowski Brothers and starring Keanu Reeves, Laurence Fishburne, Carrie-Anne Moss, Joe Pantoliano, and Hugo Weaving.
from wikipedia

It was in 1989 that I had decided to explore the impact of "energy healing" and "chakra balancing". I saw the value in the lives of those who were patient and generous enough to let me practice some new skill with them in personal sessions. By 1999, I had been working with teachers and guides in unseen bodies, Spiritual beings, for over 10 years.

There was one detail of energy healing that bothered me. Issues and patterns that were causing pain, guilt, disease, sabotage would be identified and addressed in a session and with affirmations. Then, my friends would go out into the world of their lives and another and then another and then another issue would be triggered. It felt like we were constantly "picking" up the pieces of distorted energy constructs, peeling unending layers and layers of the individual's "onion" which kept them from really soaring with their dreams.

By 1990 had I asked my Spiritual teachers to show me where I could go and learn a healing/transformational modality that would take me to the "cause" of humanity's cycles of distressed energy and experiences. (I thought that it would be a field in which all of an individual's patterns were held, thereby making it possible to identify those flowing out dis-torted fear. In that type of model one would be working at a higher vibrational level, possibly the 5th, 6th or 7 dimension, to identify unplug the fear based issues in mass.) Seemed like a great idea for those who were ready to "heal" quickly and deeply.

"That is not what is being done on the planet," I was told. "If that is what you want to do, we will have to be your teachers and guides."

I quickly agreed.

The rules they set down were:

  1. Read nothing. Do not go to any current material on the planet for answers.
  2. Keep a journal in order to track their information, the impact of their suggestions and to weave what I would learn into a new model.
  3. Work with everyone who came to me as that would be the process to open new questions for understanding.

What I learned as they explained the energy disruptions I saw within individuals; the depth of the "garbage" energy, the cords extending into other dimensions, the entrapments, and more, was a history, journey, and causes far, far beyond what I had ever heard.  There was no one in my life with whom I could share this information ... it was too "far out on the limb" of the currently accepted reality. And yet, as I made the corrections and added supportive processes, my client's lives changed dramatically for the better. The "proof is in the pudding" as is said.

When I saw the first Matrix in 1999, I was shocked. Someone else knew! I almost cried.


At that time, taking the "red" pill was difficult. As my life continued to unfold and I has able to learn more about our forgotten history and use that information with the guidance of those amazing family member in unseen bodies to move my clients out of the "red pill" matrix.



I know that what I was helping to design and create was way beyond "energy healing work and chakra balancing. When I asked my teachers if they had a name for what we were calling forth, they said, "Yes." Of course they would!

"What is it?" I asked.

"R E A N, " came the reply.

"REAN?" didn't make sense to me. I thought that they were joking with me. Later in the day, was I came back to the paper on which I had written the letters. I got it! It was an acronym.
RE Atonement Now.... instant return to our Divine vibrations of Good. Jumping out of the false Matrix energy fields, Now!

Today,  14+ years later I am even more amazed at the journey I was taken on. The information continued to come through, concepts continued to be restored, insights long hidden from humanity being restored and I can say with totally as-surety, The Matrix has been taken down in 90% of all our our worlds.

More than every before..... we are bringing the truth Out of The Shadows!

Monday, March 18, 2013

We Don't Like Your Government.... You We Like.

Masai Warriors-Kenya




For so many years, well actually for many generations, individuals have lived under various domination type systems. In the times when survival required that the village acted quickly and as one, this model of leadership was critical. Invaders were spotted, one leader sounded the cry the the entire village hid, fled or stood to fight. This survival routine is anchored very securely in our lower brain.

When we sense a change, even a subtle one, our brain signals and the loop for survival kicks in. Alert! Fear? Freeze, Flee or Fight.

In such systems, the individual must mold and adapt to what is dictated within the group, usually from the top. In our day, we call it the patriarchal model. When you look around, you see the model everywhere beginning in many homes. Fathers are in charge because he is male, he makes more money, he expects to be obeyed, it is tradition.

And you see it in corporations. Policies are set at the top to accomplish the goal of the top, in most cases, great financial reward. Those in the corporate community are expected to mold and adapt if they want to keep their job. It is not a system that values various voices to either expand the goal or to add policy that would create greater well being for individual workers or a more generous working environment.

You see it in every major religion. In fact, it is in those domains that it is most deeply entrenched. With "god" at the and the physical leader as the one who makes "gods" wishes visible, who can question? Of course the congregation members are expected to mold and adapt themselves to the culture created by the religion.

We have become experts at surviving. We are entrained to mold ourselves to every outside system. We mold ourselves to our religion. We mold ourselves to our work. We mold ourselves to our families. We mold ourselves to our friends.

Where in our lives are we living true to our inner dreams? When was the last time that you sat with yourself to identify your values? In what area of your life would you consider the reflection of "you"?

Instead, we dis-associate.
  •  We dis-associate from our work. "They are so discounting of the employees But, I just keep my head low."
  • We dis-associate from our spiritual community. "They take a hard stand against gays. But, I just keep quiet about my friends who are lesbian."
  • We dis-associate from our relationships. "He is really very jealous. But, I stop going out with my friends and that seems to help."
  • And, we dis-associate from our government.  "The government has drones that are targeting and killing. But, that is not me. That is not what I would do. I am just going to live my life and keep quiet."



We have come to believe, in our twisted state of thinking from our outdated survival model, that the government is not US! We sleep well at night because the horrors brought upon families in other parts of the world by a government that sees "terrorists" everywhere is not in power because of ME! We go about our day of busyness, confident that people in other parts of the world love Americans, they just do not like our government. We are Good. Our government is Bad. We are Stepfords Wives from our generations upon generations training to be good, obedient followers.

We are stuck in the automatic survial loop:
trusting voices other than our own to interrupt signals of difference as danger
not questioning
turn off media and freeze into denial

When we live in such states of dis-association and entrainment, we cannot call yourself enlightened, aware, compassionate, caring, mature, whole. In truth we are living lies. To have any aspect of our life out of sync with our values, our goals, our desires, our dreams, our sense of good, is to be in-congruent, imbalanced, shadows of ourselves. Instead of creating a culture of unity, harmony, equality, thriving, generosity, which is we are are our core, we contribute to the outcome. The outcome is a government, corporations, religions, communities that are fractured and acting our that fracture.

What will it take for us to hear from each other and from other countries, "I love my life and I love my government". "I love you and I love your government"? I suspect it will take citizens who identify their values, honor their sense of good, act to the good of community and then require that all systems in their world do the same. Integrity for what we are as divine beings.

Out of the Shadows certainly is a book that reminds you of a different way to see our "history."




Thursday, October 11, 2012

God, Who?


I grew up in a religious culture that taught us that we were "children of god". That is a good concept.

And then, they went on to teach us that we needed to work hard to please that god. We were subtly taught that to make a mistake was a sin. In order to stay in favor with this god, we could obey without question the edicts of our leaders. That way, they would be responsible for any mistake or judgement. We did not have to be responsible for thinking through ideas, situations, or events to reach a conclusion that might be "wrong". Just listen and obey the conclusions of those at the top and we, the grassroots members of the congregations, would be held blameless by this god.

As I look at the very real way the brain works, I see the dangers of this type of thinking.

First, as "children" of some highly evolved, divine being, we ought to be taught that we have all of the qualities of that "creator". In that case, there is no possible "wrong", no possible "mistake" and availability to all of the unlimited intelligence, creativity, Goodness to cause a life of unbounded Good, Abundance, Generosity, Insight and Love.

In order to activate the higher functions of our brain that supports this shift from survival fear, denial, addictive inaction to curiosity and problem solving, we need problems to solve.
It is no accident that human life is about "mistakes". We set a goal, try and miss. We try again and miss again. We try another way and come closer to the goal. We try again and again and again... each time adding a new skill, a new insight, some new partnerships. Why? Because the goal of human life is not to live under another's concept for live. The goal is to discover those values and ideas that are our own. Mistakes and problem solving for solutions is the way that we get to the goal of "Know thyself".

Holding onto the group think of one leader's concept does not allow our personal journey into the Good we are capable of giving and receiving. Being in a group whose leaders opens doors is the first step into a fulfilled life. The next step is letting go of the leader, being encouraged by that leader, to try ones own wings.

May you find your own Good Self!





Wednesday, October 3, 2012

What Separates?

It has been a very busy month in my world. I have been thinking about "us vs. them" for most of that time. Finally, this morning I have space to write about "separation".

With the elections approaching fast, the political rhetoric is heating up. Our nation has been fashioned into camps of blue or red. The entire process has become about which "candidate" is the worst one. What is lost is "who has the skills to bring to the policy making tables that will bring benefit to our citizens and our environment?". In fact, how many have been guilty of withholding the skills, insights, support and resources in order to make the other guys look bad? The political focus has not been on how can we come together as U.S. citizens and elected officials in order to make changes for the Good of all but on demonizing the opposition.

Separation .... Division .... Disaster

Every concept or way of thinking creates a separate group. Even the unconscious thoughts that we inherited as children tie us into "group think". In fact, it is the unacknowledged concepts that hold us most powerfully as they are the ones that go unexamined. Traditional ways of thinking have been in place for us and our family for generations. They create the "tribal mind" that Carolyn Myss speaks of. Such as, the world is unsafe, secrets are kept within the family, men are designated to rule.

Another very powerful group of constructs are those that fashioned by "god". They are untouchable. "God says". . .  causes wars on the personal level as well as on the world scene. Outrageous, atrocious acts have been justified because "we are acting for god" or "god says it is so".

Diversity is the nature of our life on this planet. Being clones was never the point or goal. Indeed, the very opposite was true. One purpose for earth experience is to manifest in diverse ways. The challenge is, "How many varieties of our Divine Good Nature can be identified, manifested and experienced on this planet?"

Consider this. Our Divine state of Being is not our finite physical body. Our Divine state of Being is the infinite "body" of energy we call intelligence, etheric, consciousness. That which holds life is unseen by physical senses and exists as vast field of Beings of intelligence and consciousness. Each Being is like a drop of color or sound within an unlimited field of color and sound.

There is a great field of Intelligence. of which you are a part, that underlies all life
In this illustration, you have a side view of energy intelligence. At the bottom there is all that is possible. Some call it Source, Intelligence, Greater, etc. This is not the field of "gods".

The next level up you see that even in the vast field of Intelligence, we have the option of aligning our "unseen" body to those who choose a similar specific vibration which becomes a unique experience. In the illustration you see choice alignment creating colorful whirling tornadoes. The variety adds richness to the field.

This is how our diversity looks from above...
The idea that we are separate from one another is not our deep truth. It is true that there is not another human being exactly like you. It is true that we have unique experiences. It is also true that we intended to experience variety and them share with one another what that experience was like. What is true also is that divisiveness and separation have occurred because we have forgotten the field of our Divine state of One. We have forgotten that we are each one part of unlimited intelligence, creativity, inventiveness. We have forgotten that our Divine state is all aspects of good; generous, honoring, respectful, loving. We have bought the less than "divine concept" that "if you are not with us, you are against us". We have gotten stuck in the lower, reptilian brain that identifies anything, or anyone unlike us as the "enemy". In a culture that sees only those who think and act the same as "good", everyone is an "enemy to be ignored, diminished, or killed.

Any group; red, green, blue, yellow, white, blue, violet, etc. is only a small portion of what is possible and only a limited view of our Divine intelligence. If you are in a red "group think" then you see only red, think only red, experience only red and are sure that the other possibilities would be harmful. Whether the "group think" represents a concept of "god", a change idea, a savior leader, it is limited by the very nature of humanness. In human body suits we are finite. At any one time we can only experience a portion of all that is possible. What prevents us from becoming locked into limits, blame, judgment, fear and conflict is our ability to hold a mental/spiritual view that diversity is good. It is the ability to create a large enough space that we can hear the unique experiences of others.

No matter how enlightened, how messianic, how grand one idea or person is, that is only one small possibility within the unlimited greatness of our Divine Nature. Even "god" is an example of limited thinking. Holding tightly to your "god" is like being in the golden web above, missing out on the richness of pink, blue, green, red, violet, brown, orange, yellow and aqua.

Since the lower reptilian brain see all ideas, projects or individuals who are unlike you as dangereous, unless intercepted, the brain triggers conflict, judgement and discounting. It is your conscious ability to choose from a bigger picture understanding that evolves you. That choice to discern opens the door to investigate the values that any new brings.

Survival reptilian or higher curiosity and problem solving? Our world is at the evolutionary cusp.









Saturday, August 25, 2012

New Choices, New Challanges


It has been10 days since I have posted a new article. Trust me, those days were spent in active contemplation, review and rethinking.
What started the whole process was the "win" I wrote about in the last post. I had simply written down the specifications of a home for myself and my classes on Whidbey Island, WA.
Six weeks later..... there it was and more!

One hitch.... I had not written that it had to be funded.
I am thankful for some excellent counselors/friends/daughters who could listen to the entire adventure and then suggest questions.

"What if you stayed where you are?"
"Is there another way to experience what you are visioning?"
"Is there another step that ought to come before the move?"
"Is what you have to offer unique enough to have value?"
"Are there individuals interested in learning and/or applying what you have to share?"

And on and on... including the question I had for myself,
"What about my communications with the real estate agent gave the solid impression that I was ready to act instantly?"
"Would it serve me to sharpen up my communication skills?"
"Why do I think I have to do everything alone?"
"Do I?"
"Why am I not thinking of retiring rather than starting an entire expanded career?"

So you see, my time has been a bit busy with the process. Thank goodness I had the time!

I really acknowledge that I declared what I wanted and the greater Good of our Divine Family worked to get it to me. A BIG Thanks! was due them.

And then it was back to the drawing board to add reality to the mix. First step, design the curriculum that I want to offer. I noticed my reluctance to pull out all of the plugs and speak boldly about what I have to share. So, I am in what I have termed a "Crisis Awareness Walk". That means that I am moving up enough levels that there are hidden issues and patterns coming up very regularly. It has been many years since I have worked several hours a week on my own personal sabotage. That only happens when major changes are happening.

So it is for me right now. It is for this very purpose that I have done the spiritual research over the past 20+ years and created the processes in the journey. Without intense and consistent attention to what is screaming at me to "Stop!", I will not get to the expanded place I want to be.

The same is true for everyone I have known. You can live a comfortable life, read books, go to a workshop, do some affirmations and your life may remain semi-comfortable for a time. And when you are faced with life or death illness, tragedy, or the desire to expand into your dreams,  you ought to be prepared to be consistent with all of the fear, sadness, sabotage, unworthiness that comes up. That is when you most need a spiritual team and an integrated protocol. Over the years, I have seen others who intended to make major leaps in their lives. They did not have the understanding or tools to keep the old patterns from coming up and stopping them. I am prepared for this "crisis walk".

Where will I be in 6 months and what will I be doing?

In nature, working with amazing individuals who are taking life head on, participating in the changes our world needs and loving my expanded career. How? Don't know nor can I. What will it look like? Don't know and am not worried.

One step at a time and the first step is to clear anything in me that reflects, "You can not!"

Love!